I have been feeling very very down lately, and no one seems to be noticing it. But deep inside, I really want someone to uncover this happy face I have been putting on. Its hard to open up to anybody when you're an introvert with trust issues, like me. Good thing I've got Someone who I can depend on no matter what -- God. And so, I have this little runaway place I go to whenever things get rough. It is a seminary, actually. I find peace whenever I am here. With the trees all over, and quietness of the place, I certainly can have a time to have a reflection. In the very end, is a monastery where I usually pray and talk to Him. In here, I can be very honest to Him with my emotions that I always end up crying myself out.